Its OKAY to NOT know whats next....


Good Morning guys! Happy Thursday .. I actually forgot that I was suppose to blog to day, I was so excited to go to the gym that I forgot I needed to post! Normally I’m never excited to go to the gym….but I think I just wanted to get it over with cause I really wanted to get ready for the day…. I bought some new makeup and I cant wait to try it out! Its a brand that I’ve never tried before, Nudestix! This is a Canadian makeup brand founded by 2 sisters from Toronto! I saw a video on IG TV of one of the founders using the product and instantly wanted to try it! Hopefully it lives up to the hype, Ill keep you posted !

Let me know if you’d like me to do blog posts on makeup, skin care, just like life stuff and what I like or don’t like… So far I’ve only done fashion!

Well I was going to do a trend piece on all white, but then I realized that's its been awhile since I really took the time to write something a bit more personal, I think that's cause I haven’t been in the right head space for that, I’ve been struggling with a few things, like personally with my career and what the next steps are and what I want to achieve and where I want to be in the next 3/5 years… its been hard for me lately, I didn't really think about it to much in Vancouver cause I felt I had direction or at least I thought I did… and now I’m not to sure… I feel like I’m at this point in my life where something needs to change and I don't know what that is… well I do know what needs to change, I’m just not sure how to do it. I’m loyal to a fault and I hate quitting so much that I will exhaust every angel and put myself through so much before I decide to walk away and even then I struggle cause I don't want to let anyone down or disappoint anyone, but at the end of the day I’m the one unhappy, and its hard for people around to be me to deal with that, cause I am so emotional I tend to carry my shit around with me and it tends to effect my day to day more then I would like to admit, because I hate not having direction or goals that I’m working towards.

Now that I’ve said all that, no one like a whinny pants that sits there and talks about struggles but doesn't actually do things to change it- I’m a big believer in taking action. One thing that I do, do, that tends to help clear my head and work through all my bullshit, and is slowly helping me figure out my next steps or well is at least giving me the tools to figure it out, is running and listen to David Goggin’s audio book, I love it so much I’m about to start round 2, and relisten to everything. Something that I’ve learnt from listen to his book, is that we all have our own path and life isn't race, and its okay to struggle and not know what’s next cause in those moments its where you really find out who you are and what you want… as long your taking action- you cant sit on a couch all day watching TV hoping that your life is going to change !

If your unhappy and struggling, and you want to make a change but don't know what its is yet… its okay, change takes time, as long as working towards figuring it out and making little tweaks here and there to find out what makes you happy and what you want, change will happen!

Have a great Thursday guys!



Photos By: ME

Pants: Aritzia, T-shirt: Aritzia, Shoes: Forever21 (similar linked below), Bag: Vintage (similar linked below)